Graelwyn wrote:
I get immensely frustrated and in the end, despondent about learning because everything I watch brings about this yearning to know and understand everything... I watched 'Apollo 13' the other night, and found myself wanting to know everything about the space shuttle, life inside a space shuttle, that specific mission...but my technological understanding is very limited... no matter how hard I try, unless something is visual, I simply do not generally understand it. Reading chemistry books did nothing for me...doing the experiments in the labs did. Reading physics books did nothing for me, doing the experiments inspired and intrigued me. Every film I watch, every book I possess, every person I see with a scientific interest and a scientific understanding reminds me of my failure to learn everything there is to learn and to understand all there is to understand.
i must have that kind of understanding then because i can understand something better if i read about it.
but my visual understand lacks in about every way so when i want to know more about something i usually go to wikipedia.
but if i want to learn how to make something no worlds in the world could teach me if there isn't a picture involved, because of that i never learned much about the pen tool in photoshop everyone would say want to do but i didn't learn squat till someone added a picture along with a readers digest way of how to work the damn thing.
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