Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I think I'm getting sick.

I'm afraid to eat now because of the type of incontinence that I have. I wait until I'm dizzy and than I have no choice but to eat.

I just can't get into relax mode.

Waking up panicky.

Just stuff that I've posted last night when I was in a rage due to the ignorance of people and a bad week.

How do I redeem myself?

Heartburn

The beaters are out in the woods again. What a crappy way to spend your time.

Snow

Some goon was riding his bike on the sidewalk right down the middle. I moved to the left of the sidewalk. The goon said, "Come on....really?" I replied, "Yes....really. You should be riding on the street instead of taking up the personal space of the people walking down the sidewalk. You're a dumfkof....I hate you....you're a dumfkof!" I carried on until he couldn't hear me anymore. It felt satisfying to slice him apart with my words. I hope he hears my accent in his dreams tonight and I don't get it from Britain or Canada.

Anxiety

I can't drink coffee anymore. The stuff that made me high and altered my personality also causes inflammation of my bladder. It also makes my eyes itchy and watery.

It's 3:30 in the morning, and before I go to bed, I remember the bullying at school and I'm still angry. I had to stay in the same room with the bully for the next two years. I need to leave the dorm as soon as I wake up and come back as late as possible at night to avoid sarcasm. I need to be aggressive often to eliminate the possibility of being attacked. All these things make me physically and mentally exhausted. Anger

Realizing that I'm back at square one again

I had blood in my urine today. That happens if I drink coffee for an extended time.