I want to be Miku Hatsune

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Awww it sucks that your school doesn't have a wrestling team. I went to a special ED school and they had boys and girls wrestling I assumed most schools had them. Then again my school didn't have a baseball or soccer team because no one wanted to join. All the kids in my school loved wrestling. We were let out of class to watch the tournaments even if we weren't on the team it was so fun. I loved getting out of class. It's too bad you don't get to show off at school, although don't over look the cute thing. After high school that seed of cuteness could develop into hotness. Meh I went after older ppl in school actually. I was 14 and I dated a 17 year old for a long time. We aren't together anymore because he didn't get my AS I also didn't know I had AS. Now that I know it could of saved the relationship I had with my high school sweat heart LOL I am old. Luckily I still look like I do in my mcr pic though I have trouble gaining weight because of stomach problems. All my friends are a lot bigger than me too, it's why I wasn't able to join my high school wrestling team.

By "へんたい" do you mean a, peculiar, overbearing person, who may or may not be into some kinky stuff? I don't find you terribly overbearing, though, and if you do mean that, then try to find something that will make you realize how awesome you are.

That's not the problem I'm still dealing with social rejection issues because other women don't like the same things as me and I have more in common with teenage boys personality wise. I was told I have the brain of a boy by a female co-worker. So to other women I come off as weird and so I don't see myself as awesome. Hanging out with guys is more fun. I also have really bad Learning disabilities and I'm scared I'll get in trouble for not using the forms correctly. I'm one of those people that can say the wrong thing an not even realize it. So I'm paranoid of offending someone by being myself essentially.

Most schools do have wrestling teams, as well as track teams and other teams for non-team based sports, I just live in the middle of nowhere, almost literally. If you took a map of Brazil, found the area labeled "no where, nothing except tall grass, scrawny cows, and scrawny shrubs", and went to the dead center of it you will find Brasilia, the most idiotic idea ever convinced. As you went to a special-ED school I see it is logical that there is a lack of basketball or soccer teams, as team sports should be less popular among the socially impaired. I had absolutely no interest in sports as I child, and I was often quite rude about it, which I'm now embarrassed about. I never went to a Special Ed school per say, but from the 5th-7th grade I went to the schools that had the special ed program. Ironically the middle school with the special ed program was also the one with the highest concentration of gifted students, which I enjoyed as I relate with gifted NTs more than I do most people and more than most people relate with them (sometimes I feel I'm more gifted or ADHD than Autistic, I think I might be all three, I'm diagnosed with AS and I'm pretty sure I'm officially classified as Gifted, but I'm not diagnosed with ADHD), I could use the fact that this was the only one that offered Geometry and Algebra II to cover up the fact I was really at the school for the program it had for Aspergers or something, which was separate from the Special Ed program it hosted. As for the cute thing I think its more of a behavioral thing than an appearance thing, and if its at all appearance based I think its from looking young more thank looking handsome. I have no idea if I look at all attractive or not. I've always been more attracted to older girls than younger girls, I guess I just find younger girls too immature.

And doesn't へんたい=hentai=Anime Porn? Wahht?!

LOL here guys I'll clear this up
へんたい is more commonly translated to pervert or freak. It referrers to someone with extreme sexual fetishes and it is also used to describe adult entertainment.
エッチ is used to describe sexual innuendos, it is also used to refer to anime that has a lot of innuendos but does not become full on へんたい
おたく is a term used to describe someone who is extremely obsessed about something, most Aspies would be considered おたく for their personal interests
You young anime おたく are going to have to learn this stuff at some point

My little brother is 15 and he loves anime. So far he's borrowed most of my DVDs, but now he's told me he's more into エッチ than any other type. I know for a fact that he's actually watched more エッチ than I have at this point so I'm kind of impressed and scared at the same time. I like to watch horror/action related anime more.

I want to be a Jem Girl.

Ok, now it makes sense. I knew what Otaku was, but I didn't know what Ette (is that right?) is or hentai was when reffering to a person. I'm not really into anime; I took Japanese as it had its own writing system, it was the weirdest language that was offered, and my loyalty to Japan is based around Nintendo.

oh that word is ecchi
I took Japanese in high school because I didn't want to learn french or German and I am an anime otaku. I had to go to a different high school for it which was convenient because it was right beside my high school. I actually ended up going to both high schools at the same time, I had two classes at each of them. Ironically the school next to the special ED one was for gifted kids. The difference between the two was amazing it was night and day. It was so me.

Ah, now I remember. Te had a space between the bar and the rest of the kana.

Can you father describe how going to both highschools at once worked, and was there anyone else in your situation?

Actually a lot of kids at school did it. It worked out really well because people have LDs and gifts in different areas so at one skill they could excel at the gifts and at the other they could get extra help.

Interesting. Were they placed by eachother for that purpose?

I think so, the programs were integrated at times but few ppl at my school were chosen to attend both and ppl from their school actually came to mine to do EA training. We also played a lot of sports against each other. Some of the ppl at my school that went to both completely transferred over to the gifted one. I could've but I didn't want to because the work load was too hard. It made the perfect blance for some kids because the gifted school had lots of homework and the special ED one gave no homework so I had half the normal amount of homework.

What's EA training?

OMG I hate homework. It's not that I find it hard, it'd just that I take forever to do it, no matter how long it's supposed to be, as my brain isn't made for doing homework, I can't focus on the work properly when not under the proper pressure. I've lost far too much sleep from simply not doing HW until very late at night as I'm unable to focus on it until I feel very tired and feel the pressure of running out of time hitting me. I get it done quickly once I get into it, and somehow I still manage to do a good job on it even though my brain felt dead while doing it. Recently this problem has been getting worse and worse and now I'm actually getting to the point were once or twice I actually stayed up all night AND didn't get anything done. I hate myself so much! Arg! I'm just glad that for me the semester is now over. Somehow I even managed to get decent grades, except in Portuguese, because I think my AS is making it impossible for me to understand anything anyone is saying.

EA means Educational Assistant. The people who were training to be teachers at the Gifted school went over and provided extra help to special ED kids.
I had the same trouble you did with home work the best trick for that is to incorporate your interests into it somehow. As far a learning a new language I have dyslexia and mild speech problems I'll never be able to speak another language well and I can't read/write very well in English much less another language but I did find Japanese to be less difficult than other languages. If I learned more I could handle it ok because it's related to a special interest. If you don't do well in Portuguese don't get too frustrated the likely hood you'd end up using a skill like that when your not good at it is slim.

Ok, thanks for explaining what EA is and the tips. I've always found writing a whole lot easier when I find an excuse to tie it to a special interest. However, I still have a lot of stuff that I have no idea how to tie to a special interest as they aren't open enough, any ideas for those? I also strangeling found Japanese to be easier than most languages, even though it's supposed to be one of the hardest. I guess it's because I had a genuine interest in it, and it doesn't have a lot of annoying stuff that other languages have. Also, the pronounciation is pretty easy. My largest problem with Japanese has always been a simple lack of vocal as it doesn't share any common ancestry with English. The problem with Portuguese is right now I sort of live in Brazil, not knowing it isn't really an option. I'm moving to Indonesia next year, and I heard Indonesian is an easy language for much of the same reasons I found Japanese easy, and I can take Japanese at school again.

That's when I turn the nob up on procrastination LOL I'll sit down and do my home work but I'll have a special interest at the table with me. I'll reward myself with a special interest for progress on my homework. If I get stuck really bad I think about what I'm struggling with while engaged in a special interest. If I end up incorporating it in my homework and it's not needed then I filter out my special interest, like say you answer a math problem about dogs but you write about cats, just erase the word cat and put dog LOL. If your creative enough you can do this with other more complicated things.

I find Japanese is easy because everything that is spoken is spelled the way that it sounds, having dyslexia I do that all the time with English words which why I can't spell, but in Japanese my spelling is often perfect because of that. I do find Kanji a little hard though. Anyway as far as your language skills go they are very impressive for someone your age. Having AS and to be interested in learning so many is pretty impressive. Kids your age are often not as ambitious as you are academically from the posts I've read. The fact that you plan on traveling is very impressive, because some people on the spectrum have huge difficulties dealing with change. Best of luck to you, with all the life experience you gain you probably will be an attractive adult.