DevilKisses wrote:
Maybe trolling is the wrong word. Usually trolling for me is posting my most extreme and absurd thoughts and using people's responses to help me make them sound less extreme and absurd. It's also a way for me to blow off steam and learn how to deal with a**holes.
I've done something like this too, on different sites, not here, just spouting off the wildest or most socially unacceptable thoughts in my head to see how people respond. I wouldn't call it trolling because I'm not doing it to wind people up for my own enjoyment, I do it more in dread and anticipation that someone is going to emotionally blow up and attack me for what I said. I do it to practice dealing with that and to find ways to be more honest about my real thoughts and opinions without having someone blow up at me. Because a lot of the time I feel like the only options I have, are either to never express my real thoughts about anything, or else be mercilessly attacked, so I have to make myself say something so I can realize it is not as extreme as that.
The ultimate goal for me is the opposite of trolling, trolls try to garner as much attention as they can, whereas I feel like I have been most successful if everyone just ignores what I said. I figure that means I said it in the least offensive way I possibly can.
Sometimes people just assume you are trolling, because they can't believe someone would genuinely say something so off the wall. Like if you have a dissenting opinion in a group where most everyone agrees with each other, it naturally riles them up and they may call that trolling but it's not. Or if you break their unspoken "social code" not to talk about certain things in certain ways they may assume you are trolling. And if people treat you like you are trolling often enough you might start to think you are but that doesn't mean you really are.