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I'm not really sure what's the worst in the end, mental or physical pain. I guess it depends on the day, and sometimes both have a say. For me, I'll say emotional, as that day-to-day physical pain is something I do get used to, but not the mental curse of never-ending panic and despair, which is my bane.

I worked with my old partner at work today and my day went better. Two of my coworkers seem mad at me though and I only worked with her because one of them told me to.

Emotional pain is the worst kind of pain.

One of my boss got covid, after about 3 years long of being careful. Got a positive on rapid test.

Got me and my other boss the same rapid test. Thankfully it's negative.

Went and did some chores. Got home early... Went and ride with my cousin along the way...
Had ice cream... Added oreos in cookies and cream...

Had to wear a mask at home and remain in my room as a precaution.
Waiting for an update on what to do after this. Already hectic schedule, went messier because of this.


Sigh...
And my usual week long poor quality rest is catching up to me.

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Edna3362, hopefully you're in the clear there. If it's anything, Omicron and its offspring aren't too bad comparatively speaking. Nothing like what came before.

Speaking of COVID-19. My mother's cough is gone, which I'm obviously happy for, and that one took about a month or so to go. I guess it's a good thing I don't really care about scents.

I'm working on making a sheath for an Old Hickory sticking knife right now (which is on my mind). That combines a couple of hobbies, sewing and edged tools (kinda happy that I'm able to have multiple hobbies when it comes to my autism).

Food

A little luxury tonight I think

My new therapist always asks me if there's anything I want to tell her about, and I wonder if I should tell her about what happened at work w/ that one guy. I'm sure that I was affected by it, I just still feel really stupid for almost letting myself get groomed and am embarrassed about it. I have a lot more social anxiety after that though and get kind of uncomfortable when I have to interact with men now.

^Agreed. Therapists aren't there to judge.

I lately feel like my employer is looking for a reason to fire me. We are getting a New intern and i am scared that even the intern will be more capable than i am. I hope i won't get fired

There's nothing that Chung Tzu couldn't help with.

just trying to have a decent level of life in general

it's 2022 and TV advertisers still believe in gender stereotypes. No wonder I went 5 years without watching too much tv at one time.

Debating whether it's safe to go to the cinema in a mask.

Also debating if I'd be able to watch Nope, or if I'd get too triggered like I did with Get Out.

I drove back from my cousins which was terrifying because I had to go 50 MPH.