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Two things. The first is my family. Specifically, how they don't ever seem to put anything back where or how they found it. They'll fling the door of my room open all the way to come in and then just leave it like that when they go. Our oven mitts end up in seemingly random places all over our house instead of on their designated hook in the kitchen. When somebody cleans they move everything around but I'm the only one that ever bothers to put everything back where it was after. And that's just a few of many. Its pretty much constant and it irritates the hell out of me. It makes it so hard to find anything. I usually end up having to ask somebody where something is and 90% of the time they don't even know. And some things, like the fan, are where they are because they need to be there to do their job. A fan isn't doing much besides wasting electricity when you have it shoved in a corner, etc.
The second thing is a much smaller thing. Somebody was watching a movie and one of the characters demanded another stand still during a fight scene. That's something I always hate in a story. It's so stupid. You're fighting. Your opponent isn't just going to stand still and let you hit them.

A random lady on a crowded bus I was on earlier today accused me of being rude towards her.

My hair is always a mess

I had acine reflux last night & had pain, this morning I had a bad dream, I dreamt that my cat hated me & didn't want me for her mother anymore.

I haven't had such bad rib pain in ages, last night I didn't even know what to do since any position I was in I still had excruciating pain from both BACK and front. Literally nothing I did helped, I have no idea how it got so bad, it hasn't been so awful in a month or two

I think one of my friends just completely unfriended everyone, left servers and just dissapeared. I'm still waiting for my best friend to get online so I can talk to her about it
I know his parents are really strict, I just hope he's okay

I've also been feeling really lonely, I haven't left the house since the start of the summer holidays (other than going to the doctors + the park a few times). I haven't been able to see any of my friends, I also gave myself a bad haircut. I haven't really talked to anyone irl and I really miss hanging out with people, even if it's just for them to be there

My mother

I have a food addiction.

Yeah, wearing heavy clothing during hot weather makes everything worse.

I remember when I was at high school we had to wear black blazers and black trousers even in the summer. Skirts were banned at my high school. Teachers would patrol the gates checking if everyone walking in had their blazers on and top buttons fastened.
I remember having arguments with my mum one year when I was 15 during a 35-degree celcius heatwave. I yelled that I was not going to school in the heat but I still had to go.

These days it seems school children get the day off if temperatures rise above 30, which I also think is ridiculous.

I was misgendered three times in a row by an old man in my building. He told me that my quarter was on the ground. He offered to pick it up for me. I like to do for myself, so I picked it up. He said, "Attta girl". I asked not to be called that. He said, "Lady" and than "Sweetheart". I repeated my request both times. Than he put his hand on mine and I yanked it away do to my quirky, outlandish need for personal space. He was really taken by surprise and he said, "Whoa". As he drove away, I told him I identify as Male and that's how I wish to be treated. I won't be surprised if he calls me a Nazi from this point on and to me that's more of a compliment than Girl, Lady and Sweetheart put together and he'd better not touch my hand again.

Too bad Swastikas aren't allowed. I would have loved to have posted one at the end of my above post.

Anxiety

Anxiety

Trump meeting with Putin in Alaska and believing that Alaska is a part of Russia.

Anxiety

Mosquito bites itching.

I've barely seen any wasps this year, but so many mosquitos everywhere.