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My SWG Legends character became mayor of our city today.
This made me unhappy because it represents the fact that Old Son has left the game. Younger Son left a long time ago. So it is just me. I've taken on the responsibility of mayor to keep the city going, but it is still depressing. The little 30+ year old birds have left the virtual nest.

I got almost hit by a car...twice.

Nostalgia picked the wrong day to creep up on me.

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I canceled my Disney+ subscription (mildly unhappy) this morning.
I canceled my Hulu subscription (balling into my hands unhappy)
I really enjoy some of the programming on Hulu.
Only Murders in the Building ( )
High Potential ( )
Will Trent ( )
Animal Control ( )
Abbott Elementary ( )

And more. Where is the wailing in destress emoticon?
But there some things that are more important than my entertainment. ( )

I should probably cancel Paramount+ as well.
The Late Show with Stephen Colbert ( )
Elsbeth ( )
Ghosts ( )
Matlock ( )
all things Dexter ( )

But it still has The Daily Show.

The first list is painful because ever since the local ABC affiliate moved/upgraded their tower, I've been unable to tune in to ABC (where I use to get my news).

My NT sister used gender bias again to tell me to clean the bathroom toilet.

She has a strong hatred of men.

My family. Related to one of my recent topic and posts in this one... I asked one of them a simple question, only needed a yes or no answer, and they went on with this long lecture talking out their ass. It was one of those conversations where they use my autism as an excuse to justify their own words and actions and tell me i'm wrong and they're right but also tell me that my autism isn't a good enough reason for anything and I need to do better. 'You're not trying hard enough to get a job. You're not doing this, this and this'. Actually, I am trying really hard and I am doing all those things you just listed. You probably just don't noticed since I do them by myself on my own and we don't spend much time in the same room. Which, ironically enough, doing things on my own is one of the things they keep telling me I should do. 'You probably think you're trying but you're not. You're autistic so you just can't see that.' and then they move the bar by telling me that to be trying I need to be doing this other thing that nobody has ever told me before and basically encouraging me to actively harass employers until they cave and give me a job. That sounds like a great way to get arrested, not to get a job. And the lecture proceeded in much the same way, despite moving on to things unrelated to jobs, with them insisting I'm wrong and just can't see it because I'm autistic while they said things that were actually wrong ('you refuse to get this thing that would make life easier' no, i tried to get it, even spent a bunch of my own money on it, and was actively denied it and am still being actively denied it.) and I just waited for it to be over so I could finish doing laundry. The question I asked didn't even have anything to do with my autism.

My father is too serious about safety.

Water heaters, induction cookers and air conditioners are all unplugged when not in use.

The mopping robot I'm about to buy is required only when there are people.

This is causing me a little trouble.

Did not sleep well last night.

My two work besties are on holiday this week and I can't help but feel lonely without them, even though I speak to others there too but I'm closer to my two besties. The rest of this week is going to go so slow.

I'm scared right now. The situation with my family just got worse, and I don't even know why or how. One of them took me to the doctor's appointment I had today, one that was supposed to be at the beginning of the month but she rescheduled because she was busy and couldn't take me to it. I talked to my doctor about what's been happening recently and my doctor is understandably concerned and wanted to see me again in a month to make sure I was ok as well as telling me to schedule an appointment sooner with the therapist there (i guess, in case things got even worse before a month passed). And now, apparently, that family member is fed up for some reason. Another told me that she had told them she was "done with me" and to stay clear of her for a while. I don't know what happened or why. The only thing I can think of is because I have future doctor appointments, except they've said before that they're glad I'm seeing my doctor and looking after my health. I don't understand. I don't know why she's upset or what she's going to do either. And it scares me.

stupid everything in french machine, that artificial stupidity

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