What's on your mind right now?

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I'm going to give Wimbledon another try this June. Expand my cultural horizons a little.

Going to a popular grocery store that is near my house to purchase more food & drinks
for the Super Bowl which is tomorrow.

I've got peas on the brain.

It's always interesting hearing road racers with zero experience on ovals when they're forced to reckon with oval racing.

I am waiting for the Russian collapse.

I'm getting my drums ready for Music Monday with The Kinks.

Getting my main to level 80, my 1st batch of alts to level 60, and my 2nd batch of alts to level 50.

That's what's in my mind right now.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Women's hockey has really sped up over the past 28 years.

I don't need another pizza day today. I had one on Saturday.

Everyone wants to be British, but no one wants to be German.

Why did I feel things so deeply as a child (well, and as an adult)? Like for example I remember when we had the fair come to town and if you were there but then left to go home or to the store or somewhere, something didn't feel right. I don't know, it's hard to explain. I mean there were plenty of people who also weren't at the fair and were walking around the streets, but it still felt deserted and weird. I don't know.

Or during hot weekend afternoons in the summer when most people were in their gardens having barbecues or down at the beach enjoying the nice weather, and you're walking through the town or along a street and the roads are silent, it just felt weird not to be in your garden or at the beach.

Ugh, I can't explain it. When you feel things so deeply it becomes difficult to explain in words exactly what you mean.

I'll be going to bed at 8 so I can be up bright and early so I can catch Olympic Morning tomorrow.

So many NT couples around me splitting up, and there's me, an Aspie and ADHDer in a relationship with an NT twice my age, been together for almost 12 years and now married, a few ups and downs but we never split up once, nor even threatened to. Since we've been together we have lost both our mothers, he got fired from his job, the pandemic happened, we lived in poverty for a while, and I put up with his drinking habits (which he doesn't have now), yet we've always stuck together no matter what. In a lot of NT relationships these sorts of issues can sometimes be responsible for break-ups, like these NTs can't manage their feelings. My relationship has always been solid and stable from the start, like I've always known what to do and how to love no matter what.
No, I'm not bragging, I'm just confused that I'm supposed to be an Aspie/ADHDer with "poor emotional response" and "lacking empathy and connection", yet I can battle through life's hardships while effortlessly holding down a steady and loving marriage. I say effortlessly because it feels natural, not something like a burden or a huge effort that goes against this ASD s**t that I'm supposed to be labelled with.

do not answer questions,
people don't want answers
irl don't answer q neither, its in bad faith they question you
things you knew as a child, those aunties with their accusatory questionning,
and then it is full circle back to that - how many times?

'being social'
contrary to the upheld image, is about bragging about yourself, puffing yourself up and try to flatten as much others as you can,
but how on this earth are those who got bullied early on, going to prosper or keep the basics if there's no own space or anything to have,
its not 'left or right, but the ingroup requirements of total ideology or idol-ology(<these days all the unknown celebrities being trotten out)

Canada has won very few medals so far. Now there's been a school shooting at a BC school.

I wonder what the opposite of the army would be. Would it be a be-in or perhaps a Love-in?