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My younger brother is going to move into an apartment with one of his friends sometime in the near future. I'm going to miss him really badly, because he has been a lot more than a brother to me over the years - he's one of my best friends. Just thinking about not getting to see him every day is already putting tears in my eyes. He's not moving far away - probably not even out of the city - but still...

I woke up at 6:30 am, I had a massive allergy attack. I am generally a noon-riser and I have lots of stuff to do today.

I have orientation tomorrow.

*cue panic attack*

I am going to write instructions on my arm in my native language in case I get stuck...

Of course this hasn't resolved the freak out spiral that has been going on for the last 5 days, and in all probability will continue for the next 2 weeks...

Urgh. Right about now I need to develop a device of teleportation, so that it rids all the bitchy women from the ages of 18-25 who like to bully others, from the campus to the south pole for the rest of the year.

I feel overrun by Atheists again and I'm also feeling a little old to be here.

turns out it wasnt bleach making my clothes blotchy it was jiff and i got it all over my shirt. and i couldnt go see my sister perform. she really wanted me to come and she was so excited abou it but there were no tickets left.

* my gf is cutting agian. Breaks my heart shes ruianing her presoius body and makes me want to do it too.

* The fact i feel like a f*****g whale and look fat and gross in everything i put on , so hungry but NOT going to give in and eat

* not having the balls to say "no" when a "friend" wanted to borrow 20 quid -its propley just going to go on weed and i wont see it agian

* knowing that my best friend will problely never recover from her eating disoder and im powerless to help

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When dealing with real world business stuff my brain shuts down. If only I knew what people were gonna ask ahead of time, I might be able to have the proper response. As it is I feel the lines shuuting down/low signal from brain to speech.

My co worker told me that her husband has been diagnosed with kidney cancer.

My brother made me get out the bathroom this morning and then spen ages on the toilet - that's right, I said on - and so I had to wait for him to be done before I could go in the bathroom, and my Dad called me, and so I missed the early bus (But at least I didn't see it go by - that's even worse).

And then at the last lesson ofthe day, science, we had to do a practical, and I wasn't on the mood for it becase, strangely, I was tired and just wanted the lesson to be over so I could go home.

Then the bus came late.

Then we didn't have tea till, late, and it had small vegetables that my sister takes aaaaaaaaages to eat. I even had a shower, and she STILL wasn't done whe nI came downstairs. Then she took ages sweeping th floor.

Having to accept that we're moving from the beautiful side of town in the country and moving to my grandmother's old house because my parents would rather own a house than rent, she moved into a nursing home last month and now they the opportunity. I threw a fit about it last night but after talking again to my mother I've just sort of..swallowed my cyanide pill. Also realized my parents really don't give a s**t what I have to say.

I also waited until now to take my meds so I still feel pretty sh***y.

I'm so hot. It's 95 outside and 86 inside. My air conditioner barely even cools my apartment down.

It's going to be hot tomorrow too.

I stepped on broken glass on my deck and a shard got lodged into my toe and it was bleeding so I cleaned it and put a band-aid on it.

When I complain to my mother about the heat she says "there's nothing I can do about it".

We need a bigger air conditioner and/or another one but there is no place to plug in another one and I have windows in my bedroom that you can't put an air conditioner in.

The whole house smells like smoke and wax because my sister and a couple of her friends were playing with fire. I finally convinced them to take it outside, but they were driving me nuts!