Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Tired of running myself into the ground just so I can eat.
I don't mind being poor, but I wish what I get out of life would be more better matched with the effort I put it.
I'm losing my breath with anxiety at least 3 times a week in anticipation of how hard the next day will be.

Few responses to posts again... especially in the greeting newcomers section. I try not to let it bother me, but it does sometimes.

Absolutely everything.

hearing that refugees could be taken to nauru as soon as the end of this week. was just listening to bowen detail how he would do it. he makes it clear that there will be shrinks there to help them. he knows that they will develop mental issues but he is still doing it. his smug mug had this smirk all over it while he was talking and i just wanted to wipe it off his face so bad. like i know why people like him are as scummy as they are but it still surprises me and horrifies me.
also im behind schedule on my essays and i didnt get to sweep the living room or clean the loo today. i wanted to before my comrade came back so she wouldnt worry about it.

This morning my cat decided his new favorite spot is on the top of the stove. I keep having to get him down from there and now I'll have to shut him in a bedroom when we are cooking and he'll cry the whole time.

On Saturday he decided that the dishpan was his new big water dish so now we can't leave water in the dishpan.

Realising that I have to have a tooth drilled out in the morning =/

Someone hasn't showed up on another site and I suspect they're busy with H-word (From school, if you don't know what I mean, I don't like that word) and there is no one else for me to talk to and I am so bored and lonely and unhappy and what if they don't show up tomorrow either, or not until late, or it's nearly time for me to go? And I have to go soon today as well.

I was taking a quiz in Algebra II, and I had a complete mind blank for ten minutes. When I finally figured it out, the bell rang.

Oh well, at least I can finish it tomorrow.

Ran over a tiny piece of glass on my pushy which cut a hole in the new rear tire.
A holes that throw bottles from cars should be placed in tanks and have vacuum applied.

Being me.

Had a huge gushing nosebleed two hours ago. Also one each at noon and two AM. The newest lasted around twenty minutes and was a epic gusher, the noon one lasted for forty minutes with relatively little bleeding, and the 2AM one stopped in ten minutes.
I probably lost about 50 to 70 ml of blood today.

education classmate is incredibly hot. like it's awkward being near him. he's just that hot. it's not just how he looks but what he says and what his interests are. he likes languages and today he went on an anti-sexist rant. guys who are anti-sexist are just beyond hot. and before that in class he was talking about how the government might have said sorry to aboriginals but they werent doing anything. the extent to which i am attracted to him is incredible and he has this cute way of waving hello and this puppy dog pout. why does this make me unhappy? he's gay. very gay. so i have less than zero chance. like i wouldnt have had any to begin with but why are all the guys i like gay? always. god im so frustrated.

also the cat disturbed my sleep so much last night. my eyes are burning and my body feels stiff because i woke up and twisted myself into awkward positions to feel comfy and fell asleap like that. all because the cat decided to scratch at my door all throught hte night.

Another puncture on the pushy, now I'm really pissed.

so i went to queerspace to do some study because outside of collective hours it is empty but there were people there. at first it was only 1 but then they mulitpied and it became a group or a crowd even and they were all talking and i didnt know them and it was bad and i didnt know if i should talk to them because they introduced themselves or not because they made almost no effort to talk to me after so i just looked at my work and tried to do that but then some would periodically notice i was there and others would ignore me and i didnt know what to do. then a guy i know comes in and he tries to integrate me into socialising but fails and ends up ignoring me and then tries again but i just felt awkward and didnt wanna talk to people. i ended up getting really stressed and leaving my stuff to go stim in the toilet for a bit.

also today i missed the sydney uni booksale which is something i have been looking forward to for many months. i always get really excited about these things. next year maybe.

I STILL haven't talked to my friendnand I have to go soon and my problem STILL hasn't been resolved and I am so angry at this now I have another day of school to get through tomorrow and if they don't come then, It'll have been 4 days I jsut hope I'm not going out anywhere on Friday night, I know I'll get to talk to them then.

The fact that people get annoyed and somehow even REFUSE to step aside when you have to pass through and are in a real hurry to get stuff done at work.

They somehow even have a skill in colliding right into you when you have to pass them fast.