I have no real opinions on anything, I have to pretend 24/7
There are very few things I honestly care about....
Eating feels good, sleeping feels good when I am tired.
I do not like taking showers or brushing my teeth, but I do it regularly because society expects it.
I don't like wearing clothing unless it is very cold and demanded by the weather.
I feel like an observer, not an active participant.
I do not understand most of human behavior, I feel I have a very streamlined and simplified view of reality and survival.
I guess I feel that people create unnecessary rules and laws.
how do you feel?
I feel like an observer, not an active participant.
These are your only statements that I can agree with.
I don't know what I am doing.
I feel like I am just watching people live, and Have no idea why they are doing what they are doing.
I agree that society makes a LOT of unnecessary rules, but we need to follow them (I have a problem with that, I always try to fight them).
This is the only thing I agree with from you...some-what:
"Eating feels good- too much so
Sleeping feels good when I am tired- I just have pure problems with sleeping:too much, not enough, etc...
I do not like taking showers- sometimes I do, sometimes I just need to push to get in
Or brushing my teeth- UGHHH I HATE BRUSHING MY TEETH, since I was little, and I am working SO HARD to fix it!! !
But I do it regularly because society expects it- I try
Sometimes I do not feel like I am participating, but I push myself to because I know I will feel better if I try to live to their rules.
I DEFINITELY have opinions and I MAKE SURE people know them, but then I come off as overbearing.
You need to think about the problems, even the most basic of issues, and decide how you feel about it. Then you need to research it. Then you tell other people about them, and you listen to their point of view then if you picked the right view, you tell them why you are right.
It may feel awkward at first, but fighting(verbally), debating, thinking helps me stay alive, it gives me energy, and it feels good.
Of course that may not be your personality, but I am just telling you how I work.
I used to feel like you, but then I grew physically and mentally, and that made me feel alive.
I hope this helps
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there are other good feelings in life just waiting for you to discover them.
don't your teeth and mouth feel better to you after you brush and rinse? clean and fresh-scented? doesn't your body feel better after you bathe? clean and fresh-scented? i don't know about you, but being dirty is uncomfortable, it feels like a gritty greazy coating over my whole body, and i just love the feeling i get after that gunk is washed down the drain.
i agree with your feelings about clothing. i would go naked in public if only it were permissible.
join the club.
ditto.
rules were made to be broken.
you're preaching to the choir, AFAIC.
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I kinda got a Schizoid Personality Disorder vibe from your post slapme7times. I could be waaay off thou but are you an extreme loner who tends to not feel strong emotions ![]()
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