Do any of you have obsessions with wanting to go to concerts where you go to extreme mesures and stress others? Like for example ive wanted to go to ozzfest now for like 6 years and have never been to it in my life and i have wanted to go because all my friends have gone minus me. My mom all these years have been saying oh next year i promise etc. but never has kept her word and this put me a in huge downward spiral of depression because i wanted to go to this badly because i like ozzy osbourne and black sabbath i am a die hard fan cradle to grave. I cried about not going so much this year and last year that i gave up hope. My obsessions have been wanting to go to concerts and i dont have much $ i live off social security which my mom uses for rent so i only get to go every couple to few years if im lucky and everyone knows i love concerts and music and heavy metal. Last concert i went to was Metallica Godsmack in 2004 to me thats centuries ago. if i had my own money id go to a concert every month or even every weekend because thats what i desire in life it pisses me off when my friends brag about the concerts they get to go to with their gfs. I dont have money or a gf to do those things with that hurts a lot.
20 Aug 2006, 2:03 am
