Ever add NT's abuse of your meltdowns ''for the lulz''?

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My brother, father, other kids and teachers would purposely set me off becuase they either thought I was being a brat and needed some "diclipine" or liked to see me explode. If kids were smart, it only took one meltdown to make them leave me alone and eventualy I would attack kids on sight for no reason to make sure they never would bully me.

I was never personally picked on outside a few times in school, in the few times it did take place the provocators decided it wasn't worth getting destroyed over after I stood up to them. I sustained what would constitute abuse from my older brother, I was not going to take crap from anyone else. My luck was in growing big early. I was taller than all the teachers and all but one kid in middle school.

I defended the kids that were more subject to bullying. One very autistic kid would collapse and freak out if you did the finger gun and said bang bang. It took only one warning for nobody to do it again, or at least when I was around. It must have been a shock that a big, dejected loner with a constant stone cold gaze would suddenly seemingly be possessed by a demon ready to take on a whole crowd.

I am not proud of the aggression, luckily I have never had to fight outside of with my brother.

I had a bully just walk up to me and put me in a choke hold where he had his forearm pressed against my throat while his friends were yelling squeel like a pig. They were so confiedent they could get away with this they did it infront of the teacher who just yelled for him to let me go. My face was pressed his ribs so thats where I bit him. He screamed and called me a fa***t so I shoved him away from me he fell back onto his ass and the teacher was screaming at me like I was trying to kill him like he was doing to me just a few moments before. Thats when I relised it was ok for me to tormented or hurt for the entertainment of the NT children but god help me if I harmed one of their fellow NTs in self defence.

That is messed up. People have gotten mad at me for things I've done while in a meltdown.. And there are times when I've felt that people might be intentionally pushing me because they know how I can react, but I don't know for sure. They've never stood around laughing or anything like that though.. At least not in my presence. For all I know they could be making fun of me when I'm gone. I think a lot of the time people have just been shocked. I would imagine that they'd probably be too afraid of what I'd do if they actually stood around and laughed. If someone did, then it would be very likely that my behavior might escalate to some pretty scary levels. If I was already having a meltdown over something, I don't think I would stand for people acting like that.

A bully tried to trigger a meltdown back in eighth grade one day after school ended. He kicked my rolling backpack very hard. I yelled "Don't kick my backpack! He laughed at me and I lost my temper. I literally screamed "THAT'S NOT FUNNY," and yelled a few stats about how wrong it is to bully before heading out to the bus. He got the message and never bothered me again.

He didn't get the reaction he wanted. Instead, he got a good dose of my temper. That proves that you don't want to mess with me.

Most people I know have never seen me meltdown, and those who have are afraid of them. I meltdown very rarely, but when I do, they are severe. No one has ever tried to make me meltdown, but I have been teased before by people who had never seen me meltdown. The teasing was either not that bad, or I didn't get it.

I do remember something like this happening within a family I know, though. The older higher functioning aspie brother would torment the younger slightly lower functioning aspie brother by yelling in his face, pointing out everything he did wrong, and calling him a ret*d. I never saw a severe meltdown result, but the distress was obvious.
Aspies can be jerks too. . .

What is a "lulz"?

ruveyn

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LOL

Anyway, I don't think I've ever had a "proper" meltdown (unless one counts yelling "leave me alone" to a group of people taunting you as a meltdown). I don't even know what causes mine, or if I can even have one.

Fire alarms merely annoy me and I listen to death metal, black metal and grindcore. So it definitely isn't caused by sound.

Last edited by Wraythen on 13 Oct 2010, 11:09 am, edited 1 time in total.

People are sick. I had a bully come up behind me once and wrap a shoelace around my neck. He held it there til I passed out.

Sigh.

It wouldn't be evil if it didn't hurt an innocent...

Yeah I'm special in the case that my meltdown point is quite high, it takes a severe amount of pressure for me to lose control. In fact despite all the bullying it's only er happened twice. There was my sadness meltdown when my first girlfriend was forcefully removed from me ( a story for another time) it was so bad I cried for almost 2 days on end and sparsely afterwords. I was completely inconsolable and stayed up crying for nearly 34 hours. I nearly dehydrated. The second one was my anger meltdown... I don't remember that one and it's probably for the best that I don't.

My Mum used to antagonise me on purpose to make me have meltdowns. She knows how to hurt me to the maximum. Luckily we aren't living together and we rarely talk. Most of my psychiatric ward stays were partly or mostly due to her

I do think people get on a power trip when they see that they can prey on another's emotional sensitivities, especially when they think they can justify their bullying through the perception that they are "right" and the victim is "wrong". If you're already close to the meltdown point there isn't really anything you can do, other than to show the person that things may become violent if they continue down the path they're going. Most sane adults will choose to back off at this point as most don't want to instigate such a scene that the police may get involved. If you are the aggrieved party and they aren't, it simply isn't worth it to them. You have to give the right body language though or they won't anticipate how serious you are.