Outerspace wrote:
Weed makes me completely not want to be in social situations I've never felt so anxious in my entire life. i feel like i can't speak and that everything i say is embarrassing oh i think that people are conspiring against me/ going to do something to me.
I also don't like leaving rooms with other people in them when i leave i can hear them whispering about me (paranoia) they're not but I've heard them say bad things about me which is kind of scary, and it makes everything seem so slow time goes by so slow getting to a place stoned is an absolute nightmare it feels like it has taken years to get there. It also makes me extremely agitated and any little noise makes me jump.
i no longer smoke it.
Damn, i have exactly these same effects! Sometimes i cant speak at all and when I do its always seems embarassing but ive leanerd to control it a bit, since im not quitting smoking anytime soon. I just like the relaxing effect too much and since i consider living tense it makes me go out of it a bit.
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