Philotix wrote:
I've had something that I think is a bit more than visual snow for as long as I can remember. This isn't just like TV snow.... whenever I have my eyes closed or I'm in the dark, I see on the blackness, a pool filled with all sorts of different shapes and patterns. It doesn't look like TV snow, it looks more like if you were to cross a microscope slide filled with river water and combine that with all the neon lights from Las Vegas.
They almost look like living shapes, in all sorts of different neon colors. Sometimes I'll see a group of shapes that "swim" towards me in a wave pattern like a school of fish. They'll then swim past and out of my field of vision. Sometimes I see a mutlicolored globe that kind of looks like the AT&T logo. It will start to spin, go faster and faster, and then eventually spin so fast that it disappears into a big blot and disperses.
Yeah, this is some weird stuff that I see, and I swear if I concentrate, I can CONTROL what these lights do to a certain degree. I've seen them all my life, but I don't notice them unless it's very dark or I have my eyes closed, then it's like BAM! Light show!
Yes, I relate to that. no idea who, what, where or why.
What I do know is that I get this 'visual snow' thing. I also get other visual affect that is like splotches - I have discovered this is 'opthalmic migraine'. It's like the precursor to a migraine, but doesn't necessarily result in a headache. I think it's stressor related.
For example, flourescent lights drive me mental (as in, will result in meltdown if not I'm not careful). I've had it in classrooms too, when anxious.
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