i was 4 when i was given the "autism" label so i cannot know how i changed personally when i was diagnosed. as for my parents, they denied it for the longest time.
i have an IEP, i can get additional services but many of these i do not believe i need. i do appreciate having an extra 'study hall" like class where i can get homework help and take tests, etc. and i like it (BUT IT'S SOO DAMN CROWDED!)
i really appreciate the help i get but, like 886 said it does not have to define me, and it doesn't. one of the reasons i do not disclose to non-professionals, lest they fall for all the lies and myths out there.
i also have been treated as lesser, half my age.
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