SteelMaiden wrote:
Before I was put on antipsychotics at the age of 15, I slept 4 hours a night and no naps and I was fine. My parents told me that as a baby, I only slept 5 hours a day. However now olanzapine sedates me so I sleep 8 hours a night, which is way too much for me. I wake up feeling awful, dehydrated, dizzy and nauseous. I have been doing quite well regarding psychosis, so I may ask for a medication review (I am on 20mg olanzapine). I need an antipsychotic for my challenging behaviour / meltdowns though.
I find sleeping annoying and interfering.
I was put on Stelazine back in 1990. It was HORRIBLE!! Restless Leg Syndrome TO THE MAX. I used to wake up in the morning and I was so jittery and restless that I just had to get up and go for a drive!
I HATED STELAZINE!!
And the other thing was, it turned me into a zombie. A shell of a human. I was just blank (I mean, I've got pretty flat affect most of the time but this was DIFFERENT). I didn't feel anything! Weird little blue tablets. Thank Christ they've got better stuff now!
Anyway, all that's over now and I now live back in the real world with all you other Schizos!
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Your Aspie score: 151 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 60 of 200
Formally diagnosed in 2007.
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