Does anyone actually really give a s**t?

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I think also you notice people who post more frequently, so those who don't post so much may not be missed as such which could give the impression that people don't care so much. Those who post a lot more are more missed if they stop posting for whatever reason. I doubt it would be noticed if I left because I don't post too much or I post a few posts in a short space of time then don't post anything for awhile, I just read posts on here a lot. Whereas posters such as kor and a few others are very missed as they posted such good things. As a few others have stated that kor is missed very much and a lot of people are hoping she is doing okay, myself included, I think it's almost a year since she's posted now. It's nice to know everyone is doing okay.

Also I don't tend to post on sort of caring topics or in a more caring way, if that makes sense, as I'm shockingly bad at wording posts right in the way and I always feel what I want to write sounds off or stupid, if you get what I mean. I'm more someone who cares from a far, and I think a lot of other people are like that too.

I give two s**ts...at least.

I do. Psychology/behavior is my interest. I don't really know how to communicate without bringing psychology into it. I do think about some of the posters when I am off the computer.

You know, I've been ostracized and bullied all my life and I just don't fit in anywhere. When I found this site it felt like I was finally home. Sure. I give a sh*t about this place. Two, as a matter of fact.

I may be wrong, but, in case I'm not, I think what's happening is we can feel as though we are not cared about, we don't matter to anyone, we just exist here and if it came down to it, none of us would be remembered if we were to disappear, and on the other side of the coin, we may feel strongly about, or be fond of particular people here, however, too shy to tell the person how much we like them, or how they have added to our experience, here, and the people that we have refrained from letting know our thoughts, could be the very people who feel sad, depressed, disliked, as though they don't matter, etc. The perfect example of this would be; I don't have the courage to make contact with people here, and I have, on multiple occasions thought of making contacting with a few people in this very thread - one of those people being, Raleigh. I have felt like, what would Raleigh want to talk to me, for. I am nothing special. He probably doesn't even know I exist and I am completely boring, and so on. I don't really have anything special to offer, so no, I won't even go there. Well, perhaps Raleigh would feel less depressed about being here, if I had acted on those desires to reach out and tell him that a particular thing he said made my me laugh and made my entire day. I hope I don't get massive anxiety after I post this. I just think that perhaps it might be something to think about. We don't know what is going on inside of other member's minds, or hearts, for that matter. I am going to try and drop the fear I feel each time I feel the desire to reach out to someone, here. It isn't that often that I feel this way, but I do feel the desire, from time to time. I don't have ANY friends, outside of this place, beyond my family (who I do love and appreciate), so I want to connect with people - and I am, now getting majorly off topic. x

^^That's interesting^^

I don't usually give shits---I flush them down the toilet.

Even though I am viewed as one of the least likeable people here on WP, I give more than one s**t about WP and the people who post here.