MishLuvsHer2Boys wrote:
Check my post above, it gives the scoring indication, 15 for NT females (average), 17 for NT males (average) and 32 above is indicative of autism spectrum disorder with average of 35 scored by HFA/AS individuals.
Sorry - yep, I read that. What I meant was, what does it *really* mean, for me? I suppose it was more a rhetorical question, than anything else... I'll probably never know if I have AS, because I don't relish the thought of going back to my shrink(s) in order to find out. 10+ years of therapy, "musical chairs" with every SSRI in existence, and a diagnosis of depression (possible disthymia?) and severe anxiety disorder (which manifests itself in everything from social phobia to OCD) haven't done anything to help me comprehend or heal from the nightmare that was my entire existence from nursery school through high school...nor has any mental health professional ever been able to tell me anything about myself that I didn't already know. I give up.
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