I just can't escape feelings of inferiority/defectiveness.
Take pride that your abilities are things that are in short supply and dire need society; find confidence that you already see such qualities in yourself, and that more will follow. You have an exceptional and analytic mind, with an inner curiosity and a streak of kindness - you should feel far from inferior. There is time for your palette to grow and expand, and in terms of social interaction... I think there is a combination of learning skills and a degree of acceptance that you are different, and can thrive as a result. Will you have your neighbor's life? Probably not... but it can be one hell of a ride.
M.
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My thanks to all the wonderful members here; I will miss the opportunity to continue to learn and work with you.
For those who seek an alternative, it is coming.
So long, and thanks for all the fish!
