mysterious_misfit wrote:
I have realized that for me, I use language like a tool. It's just something I use sometimes to get what I want. A hoop I have to jump through. I have no internal compulsion to speak to others. My sense of self is not inherently wrapped up with my use of language. When I speak, it is like picking up a tool and using it for a purpose, then putting it down when I'm done. Like a hammer is not actually a part of my hand when I use it, language is not actually a part of me.
I can totally relate to that.
also, being multilingual I've always found switching between languages a bit like operating one of those old stereos with that radio/cd/tape switch. the switch in my head is almost tangible, a seriously freaky feeling, anyone else had that?