pensieve wrote:
I look deranged when I smile.
Observe:

I like my non-smiling face better.
Very nice pic, of course I can tell that the smiling pic is forced, but it still looks nicer than the neutral blah pic. The non-smiling pic has the expression I have on my face most of the time. My forced smiles look like crap... But my genuine smiles, when they happen, which is usually from a thought that I am really enjoying, look amazing... or at least they feel amazing... I think it must be weird to see me with a really big smile on my face, as I normally dont smile...
I will say I like the feeling I get when I have the biggest smile on my face, it is an amazing feeling that makes the happyness I already have that much better... My parents generally think I have some sick idea going through my head when I smile as I generally do it around them when they are giving me hell for something, and they say something, and I just can't help but think about what they said as it seems very funny with me and the smile is from trying not to laugh. Why it seems funny is I can see a picture of it in my head and it just excites my weird sense of humor.
EDIT: You really don't look dernaged.