Taupey wrote:
zen_mistress wrote:
taupey, and Hartzofspace re: the Death card, yes I think that that is true.. its just that if I get the card I get a chill down my spine because I dont know whether it is going to mean New Beginnings or Buy a Black Dress. A lot of people i know left this earth when I was in my 20s and I became very afraid of anything which looked like a bad omen. I am still afraid now.
Taupey, thanks, yes I do very much like the cards I have. I amalways on the look out for new decks... havent bought one in ages though.
The first deck I bought was the Osho one, when I was 18. I used that quite a lot in my early 20s. I got the Rider Waite deck as a present when I was 20.... I always seemed to get really crappy cards though, like the Nightmare card- 9 of Swords, it seemed to be always coming up in my spreads.
I now use the oracle ones, probably because they give me a more gentle reading. The more traditional decks seem to give me the truth in no uncertain terms, I havefound. Maybe one day when I stop being so damaged I will use them again.
I'm sorry to read that Zen Mistress. It's nothing less than traumatic to loose many people whom you loved and cared for in a very short time especially when you are young. It's understandable that the Death card or anything which might portend a bad omen would upset you after experiencing that. I hope things get better for you in time and you are able to use the Tarot again too.
Thank you. I may well use it again. it is 1000km away right now but next time I am at my parents house I will bring them back. I left 3 of my decks behind as I was trying to travel light..
Arminus, that sounds cool, ive sometimes thought of making my own deck too..
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