Keeping your special interest under control?

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Nice pics!

Getting back to the original topic, I feel like it's out of my control. I don't even know who I really am anymore. I would gladly take a pill, if one existed, that would make me completely indifferent to women (from a heterosexual standpoint) and make me asexual or at the very least have no interest in thinking about women. It feels like a sickness, like my brain isn't wired right. It goes beyond any normal guy interest in women, and it's relectuant...my mind is just abnormal that it would obsess over anything, let alone women, for hours on end..

Us Aspies have to keep nothing under control, we deserve the right to like what we like and do what we need to do to survive in this world. If NT's are offended by us, then maybe they can get us moved to Aspie areas, kinda like ethnic ghettos where our kind can't be seen or heard. NT's, expect us to rise against you.

I can post about The Kinks and take pride in my appearance, all that I want. If people don't like what I say, they can ignore my posts. Just don't rip through me for being a free spirit in a world that's not so free anymore, please and thankyou.

Mine consumes me. I am fine with that.

My special Interest is History, or more like experimental archeology. I'm always searching the net for random Medieval stuff, then down in the basement building, then outside using it.

If I'm not going to a re-enactment, I'm at home dressed in some other century (I'm sitting at my computer wearing my 13th century stuff now, lol) I hate having to go out wearing modern clothes.

I think it will be not controlled if I start to go food shopping or go to the bank in dressed in some past century styles.