Blue_and_Orange wrote:
@ syntaxrandom I want to be able to form meaningful relationships, just not with person number one. I'm only considering talking to him again because I don't have any other relationships.
Well, then, the good news is that, if nowhere else, you can begin to meet and form relations with people here. I wish you good luck in that and, if you ever want someone to talk to, don't hesitate to ask people here or use the chat function (in IRC).