I have a love hate relationship with showers.
I hate having greasy hair, but while I feel the strong desperation to wash myself, I sometimes feel too lazy to get my bum off my seat and go have a shower. I always do, though. The discomfort of my hair is a stronger feeling. I always love being underneath that warm, relaxing spray, but I don't like getting water in my eyes or having it poured all over my face. It's almost suffocating. I struggle with the shampoo. I get it in my eyes, and it stings, but once my eyes have calmed down, it's enjoyable again. I get out, and I feel cold. I feel lazy drying myself off, but I always push myself to do it. Then, after my hair is dried, I feel fresh like a daisy.
I can't stand baths. I get out and I'm all wrinkly, and drowsy!
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I'm sailing across Spectrum Sea, in my little boat.
The waters of the port were choppy. After I set off, there was a long, massive storm.
Years later, however, the sea calmed. I'm still on tranquil sea, but I'll never reach the Neurotypical Beach.