Do you worry about never finding a partner?

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I think about this occasionally.
But it's very far away at this point in transition and even after, there are differences that it takes a pansexual to be ok with. Sometimes I think I'd like a companion, but realistically I think I might just be too different for anyone to handle in that way. I'm not adverse to it, I'm not discounting it, and if it happens it happens, but it will be ... confusing if it does.

I worry about that a lot. I'm not actively looking for a relationship, but I maybe would like one in the future. My biggest fear is that I'm not good enough for anybody.

Celibacy (wifelessness) could be really problematic for me. My nature prefers life in marriage than being single.

Of course I do, I do not think I could ever be 'okay' with being alone. I feel like the onus is completely on me and unless I make it happen then it never will which is pretty distressing when you doubt your ability to do so.

I think I'd be disappointed if I never found someone in the end, but I'm not too concerned about it. I'm more worried about finding a job in a new field of work (the last one sucked all the life out of me), being distant from my mother, my depression... a lot of more pressing things.