SynDiesel wrote:
I'm a free runner. Anybody does that now? I see sunsets and sunrises. It's not too bad really.
Sleep whenever I am so inclined (barring outside circumstances that interrupt). Being active at sunrise & sunset is "
crepuscular" (dig how the word sounds), when people talk about habits of animals. I'm usually awake for 18 hours, then sleep for 8 hours-which adds up to 26, not the "normal" 24 hour day & night cycle. Actual amounts (# of hrs.) varies, but these are simplified approximations.
Have seen a thing or two about kids w/autism having high daytime melatonin levels & being up all night. Wish the researchers would get crackin' on studying this in adults w/AS ! Though I wouldn't voluntarily take some pill intended to change it-am used to being this way, it's familiar part of me. Admit I do get disoriented/confused, and inconvenienced/disappointed by my hard-to-predict, shifting, & uncommon unscheduled "schedule". Of course, people who keep regular hours have plenty of sleep-related problems, too.
username88 wrote:
My eating schedule is way off too, I can only eat when Im hungery which is at random, I cant have "fixed eating times".
Yes-I graze. Snack constantly-my brain is very busy & demands I provide it with glucose ! Don't "do" meals, can't eat a lot at once nor at any prearranged times.
Each "day" unfolds based on when I got up & when I expect I might be going to sleep, in addition to the fixed (inflexible, outside my sphere of influence) events. Have "order of operations": activities are done according to what preceded (and how recently) plus the current conditions in my mind/body. Not rituals, not done for sake of sameness-routines evolved
from my wants & needs, my eating & sleeping doesn't rely on or adhere to the "normal" external cues. I do things how I do them because I want things exactly how I want them: to have things be as good/optimal/tolerable (quality or quantity) as possible-and that's because I'm really irritable & sensitive. Sorry, wandering off-topic ?
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