I remember lining up outside the door with lots of kids and lots of parents, some kids were crying, i remember looking at the face of this 1 girl and wondering why she was still crying.
I remember sitting on the carpet when the teacher showed us where to put our things, and told the class we did not need to bring lunch. as one of the little kids brought a lunch box. I remember the snack tray being brought in with boxes of milk on it.
most of the year was spent looking at the activity tables wondering what i was going to do for the day, every day we were assigned a different table with different activities, some crafts, some drawing, some academic papers.
When i was outside playing, i was bullied by the kids, they made fun of me. I was tiny and skinny, I was not cordnated, so I could not jump rope, so they made fun of me for that. then they would pull the rope up and trip me.
but I enjoyed kindergarden. The teacher did notice something wrong, she said i needed to repeat it, BUT she would not make me, cause the kids would torment me for that for life.
I spent first grade at that school, and it was increasingly becoming a wide gap between me and the other kids.
I was always in the lower reading groups, getting in trouble for not paying attention, i remember once I was sent to the late lunch with the 4-6th graders as punishment because I did not clean out my desk like asked. i actually thought it was the coolest thing to eat lunch with the big kids.
I was bullied in this class as well, things i brought for show and tell, went missing and broken across the playground. my lunch money was stolen etc. I was sent to speech therapy every thursday, which I loved! I felt special to get out of class to hang out with the people in the office.
But thankfully my mom took me out of school and sent me to a school that was starting at my church.I had to repeat the first grade again. thankfully the bullying stopped but the misunderstanding and getting into trouble with the teachers started.
I can't really blame my teachers, they didn't know I was autistic. they thought i was disobedient.
But the best thing that ever happened when I was in 3rd grade was my mom took me out of school and homeschooled me though a program with my school! that changed my life for the better. until my grandfather died and my mom put me back in day school for a while. then it started up again with being misunderstood.