Bloodheart wrote:
My mother would say to me that I'm 'scared you'll miss something' which is about right.
My mom said the same about me and had to give me sleeping pills before I was one-year-old so that she could get some sleep. Of course that was before she learned I was intolerant to most formulas. But even after switching to a tolerable formula I still wouldn't nap.
I don't know if I have a circadian rhythm disorder, but I have been keeping a sleep diary to determine if that could be it or if my sleeping pattern is caused by something else. Something else is winning so far.
I lose track of time easily and have issues with ocd as well that cause me to not want to sleep until I finish whatever I am doing. I also enjoy the peace and quiet (if there is any to be had) at night and feel less anxious at night as well.
I know when I was young I had a 8pm bedtime, but couldn't sleep until about midnight. I would lay in bed and think and imagine stories or design houses. But I would get up naturally at 8am and watch cartoons. As I got older I became more and more nocturnal. In high school that meant going to sleep at 3am and waking at about noon.
Now my sleep schedule is random but cyclic. But I generally go to bed after the sun comes up.
To deal with it I have stayed up all night many, many times to "reset." But it is only a band-aid. I am generally sleep-deprived when I have to go anywhere, and have always had problems with working as I am constantly late. As I have gotten older though I find I cannot as easily go without sleep or with too little sleep.