wavefreak58 wrote:
This test sort of freaks me out. I probably remember my mind set and behavior best for grades 6 through 12 so I went through the questions again from that perspective. It's really hard of course to know how accurate a self assessment from memory really is, but I'm scoring in the 130's. Which is really wild considering now I am "high functioning". How the HELL did I ever get through school unnoticed. I know that was late 60's early 70's but geez people, couldn't you tell SOMETHING WAS WRONG!! ! Didn't ANYONE notice? It makes me feel like screaming or curling up in a ball and weeping.
I think I read somewhere that the reason it says severe PDD (for instance) is that it could be severe autism, severe AS, severe PDDNOS, etc., all of which have different connotations. I have now run myself through at different parts of my life and it was always moderate or severe, yet I wasn't noticed as autistic until my early teens. (Until then, I didn't pass in the usual sense, but other people "passed me off" as "crazy", "attention seeking", "druggie", and a number of other things. When they had an explanation, they remembered that instead of the behavior. It's totally possible for that to happen... less now than before though. Although... in preschool they called my parents about me, sent me to counseling by age 7, etc., so I guess they did notice SOMETHING.)
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