I match the criteria for more than one type of ADD...inattentive...limbic....others....
Maybe the term is "combined type"
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I have had a ton of anxiety lately which is making the ADHD symptoms far worse. I can't remember things, can't remember to do things, can't stay organized (er, meaning I can't follow the systems tha tmy parents or therapists have put in place for me like I normally would), and can't even focus enough to read. Writing a post or an e-mail takes ages because I'm so all over the place. It's like someone keeps changing the channel in my brain!
Just commiserating, I guess. I know how you feel. It's frustrating.
Yeah..it is like that for me....I get hyperfocused on stuff...but just stuff that I am not supposed to be doing, and even when I try to be Reeeely reeely good, and get everything done just so...there will be 4 or 5 things that slip through the cracks...and I will screw up....it is incredibly frustrating...I end up blowing up at other people over stuff that I did wrong...because I am soooo frustrated....
I go in circles and circles and circles and time just flies by so quickly...
Lately I feel like my memory is full of holes...I forget simple things I am supposed to know...I forget how to do stuff that I have done dozens of times...it's scary....and I don't like it.
There are all these detail-intensive things I have to do for my home-business and I have to pace in circles to keep from shutting down....but I shut down anyway...
I am so glad I am in a position where I am able to occasionally tell my boss to go to hell without suffering the repercussions...I am wired to want to multi-task...but I can't.
I know all the things that I ought to do to make my brain function better...like more exercise...um...my omegas....which I totally have fallen out of the routine of taking...
But I am so muddled and bogged down it is incredibly difficult to incorporate these things...
I live in a den of unending chaos...I feel like I could work forever and ever and never reach a point of stability.....