Tyri0n wrote:
Things like anxiety and depression can get worse, making it seem as if your AS has gotten worse. I started getting better around age 6 and peaked around age 23, and since then, a lot of life change has drastically increased my anxiety and depression, so it appears to most people as if I'm worse. I make fewer social mistakes than I did at 23 but probably appear less personable and more anxious.
This is pretty much how I am at the moment. I was undiagnosed til a couple of months ago so I just had to figure out ways to cope but I was never
really coping - I was using drink and drugs to mask a lot of my symptoms to varying degrees of success. I stopped doing that before I really f****d my body/mind up and then events over the past 5 or so years have made my depression and anxiety much worse. Now I act much more stereotypically autistic and am coping MUCH less well. In this sense it could be said that I have "regressed" but I am certain that when my attempts at improving my life are finally successful that I will probably be more confident and more able to work around my AS and so the "regression" will be undone.