Emotion Issues

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(I think my issues are strengthened by my McDD)

Hi there, i`ll get straight to the point. I`m having some issues controlling myself lately, never had those before though.

I got this little brother that just refuses to be wrong, even when he clearly is. He`ll only take his wrong when i have HARD facts that he is. The annoying part is, most of the time i`m 100% sure i`m right (My memory is pretty decent) But he keeps saying i`m wrong. It makes me SO pissed off! He used to do this before but only recently have i been starting to get anoyed with it.

I`m also a lot more cynical to everyone! I actually like people but just can`t stop nagging to them when they make stupid remarks or act like a total moron! I get pissed off, and when i get pissed i try to isolate myself (mentally or physically) from the outside world. But sometimes i just cant do that. For example with my little brother!

After we`re done nagging/fighting eachother we usually ignore eachother for a couple hours and everythings allright. But i can`t get his stupid remarks, resonses and his generally dumb approach to problems out of my mind, it ANNOYS me SO MUCH.

I feel like i`m alienating from the world at the moment, everyone i see acts so dumb lately! I fear im going into a deppresion and i dont know what to do, i can`t talk to my mother because everytime i try to tell her i`m having issues she response with: "Dont worry, you`re just a adolescent, all adolescents have troubles, they just need to find themself!"

I then proceed to tell her i`m different then all the kids at my school but all she can mention is that everyone seems different at school then they really are! I even mentioned that i think it can be because i have McDD but she says i`ve grown over it!

She also appears to be 100% sure i`m not autistic! While i have my own autistic world and i stim a lot! She even KNOWS i have an autistic world because she once asked why i wobble my head before i go to sleep and i tried to explain!

I think i need help, but i cant get help from my family...

PS: I`m going for a rediagnosis in a couple weeks.

EDIT: Worth noting, my little brother is my only and thus best friend, i really love him despite everything.