I had a review of my work, and the courses and training and a little about how I am being a bit hyper at work (they think because I have not taken my tablets). My superiors eventually come on to the subject of did I get a formal diagnosis of having Asperger. Because they did set an occupational therapist to get in contact with my GP, But I need to contact the GP to arrange them to diagnose me .
My superiors was talking about how a diagnosed myself with AS. I told them I used the Internet and a bit of logical thinking; people with AS are logical thinking. One of them Sandra, human resources, said that the Internet can be unreliable and there is so many different views that it is hard to find out.
I told them that I am work out what is correct logically and that there is no possibility that I am an NT Nerotypical, someone not in the Autistic spectrum. They said that everyone is a different in their own way. This may be sweet but I am more different them most people.
They also said that getting a formal diagnosis would confirm if I really have Aspergers Syndrome, they still have doubts that I really do.
I feel that they have a more faith in the logic of a professional physiotherapist then my logic and my nifty search Internet skills. I cannot imagine in gods given earth that the physiotherapist can tell me anything that I didn’t now before. I know that he will not now more then me.
As for as being an Aspie, I am a textbook case. There is very little that an aspie is that I am not. I could never conceive there even being a remote possibility of me being an NT. It is easier to believe that I was a girl who had a sex change at birth then to believe I am an NT.
It is often very hard for NT to get around the fact that Aspies make decision about what is true from what is false by using logical deduction rather then faith of believing in correct information.
We disagree, still love them both.