Felt Like A Poodle To Other Peers

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Hello I am 31 and I have got ocd and aspergers since I could remember.

As a kid, I was like a poodle for the other kids no matter what their ages were. I just couldnt say no to anyone or talk much.

I would let kids esp my friends walk all over me, One girl who was like 2 years younger than I was, asked me to dare to do something and even though I didnt want to do it, I felt even that asking was enough pressure at me to do it.

She asked me to pinch some womans butt (Yes I know lol) and I did it but she told me off ect. Even to this day I feel bad and sick over it (this was like 15 years ago).

Can anyone else relate to this?

I feel like that all the time with people of any age, not just when I was a kid with other kids.

lucky I have more sense and will power now but back then if someone told me to jump off a cliff, I would of done!

I feel like a poodle compared to the other members on here sometimes.

Has anyone else done as bad as that pinch someones butt cause someone told you to? and you just couldnt say no or knew what to do?