Hello,
I am allright with just about every part of my Asperger's (the rest of the world can get bent!)
My probloem is people that you have to work with who insult you and you cannot escape. I lose my temper and tell them what hypocrites they are because they are guilty of the exact same thing that they had just accused me of. I have a temper and I am defensive after being on this planet 38 yrs and taking a lot of s**t for most of that time. I will not take s**t anymore from anyone over anything.
I was wondering if I should try some drug or other when I return home (I have been in Baghdad for 20 months and plan on staying as long as Bush is in office).
Are there any drugs that will mellow me out without fundamentally changing me?
Right now I am working with a man for 12 1/2 hours a day 7 days a week and we both despise each other. I held out my hand in friendship and even stuck my neck out for him, then when he insulted my personality (do not do that, I am not going to change for you or anyone) and I warned him not to do that again, he did the very next day, we almost came to blows. If that happened, we both go home to America automatically. Dumbass. Small-minded NT who cannot accept any difference.
Where the hell was I, oh yeah, any advice on a drug to try to mellow me out, I am pretty feisty?
thanks for any advice,
crazedchef
Different medications can have diffrent affects on many people, you would have to experement with diffrent types until you find the one that you think suites you best.