I haven't used meds since when I was 13 where I got into a massive argument with my parents prior to the recall of risperdal in America. (long story) I haven't been on meds since and my Tourettes is more of a pain and I have been now having more frequent anxiety attacks and emotional episodes.
My guidance counselor recommended that I return to them, despite of how other psychiatrists exploited my parents despair for money from medication. I'm hesitant to return and I'm visiting my doctor in a month so I still have some time to think about it.
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Shedding your shell can be hard.
Diagnosed Level 1 autism, Tourettes + ADHD + OCD age 9, recovering Borderline personality disorder (age 16)