Ashariel wrote:
I feel overstimulated rather than tired. Distressed and anxious, and in extreme cases I'm crying, hugging myself, covering my ears (futilely), and can't breathe. Once the noise stops, and I calm down - yes, I'm exhausted after that.
Oh yes- I do this. If it is really bad enough and pushing me over the edge- I cry and scream as loud as I can- which frustrates me more. If I've gotten to this point already though... well, needless to say it won't be so great of a day, but I will probably shut down after the meltdown... I get very very very upset by sounds they are my kryptonite. Other triggers such as texture and the like don't bother me as much as sound, but god... sounds in particular... ugh.
I've often wished I would go deaf because I hate sound so much. But then again I like music so ... If I could just have a dial that only I can control to control what I hear and don't hear that would be great!