I got my results back, after so long of waiting, and it turns out I scored high on the ADHD assessments I had.
The bad news is, I got reassessed with AS too, and it turns out I was correctly diagnosed with AS when I was 8

. But I did score low on that, but still enough to be on the spectrum. So I suppose that's quite good, although I rather not have it at all.
I just thought I'd share that. At least now I know I definitely have ADHD,

Congratulations. Now you got that stress off your back and no more obsessive worrying about it. Now you can accept your AS too and just live on with and just see it as a label even if you feel it doesn't fit you.