14 Dec 2016, 5:34 pm
As I mentioned previously , I wasn't able to post this whole last weekend , then , I was only able to do so briefly on Monday ~ Then , Tuesday , after I had deposited money into that Green Dot ATM card I had bought , I came to this lab , which has been my main computer source ~ and found out that , due to " staff shortages " , it was , previously nonannounced , closed ~ as it often is .
So , no computing for me on that day 
. ~ And , actually , I had to go on-line to activate the Green Dot card , get it aware that money had been deposited in it !
To-day , after a strained , somewhat hurried , walk , which had me feeling somewhat heart-strained - I got to a different computer place , which , though only briefly open , let me be on enough to get the Green Card up .
It was just up the street from the main computer lab , but I it wasn't quite open , IIRC , and I wanted both more food and to rest , with the " heart " feel , and I bought some tacos and Coke in a taqueria . It was good .
Then , sitting with my left pocket in the sports jacket that I wear against the entranceway , I felt someone digging through my pocket to steal from me ! 
Some other people in the the taqueria did try to stop him (he had some homies assising him too apparently) , chased him out , that was good , and he did not get away with anything , I guess , that was good too . I keep my important stuff in an inside-jacket pocket ~ This was the same block on which I had my shoes stolen when I was lying down with them off some days back .
The police were called , I made a report .
I feel like " the pack is really closing in on me now " some .
I left , wanted some more soda , went into another taqueria , had just a lime Jarrito . I did feel messes-around , wanted to cry , couldn't do it in the open , there , or in here (the " main " computer lab - where I am typing this now) , couldn't blow off the computer time , I have so much to do .
My stacked-up money is within sight of running out , but there is mybe 40% of the original amount left ~ given that my " normal " Tueday money has come in .
I do , REALLY ! --- have to get better/some more clothes , the initial looking for clothes hasn't gone all that well .
I maybe have chowed down to much out of the $ - One justification for that was to let me not tie myself down to going for the feedings , but.........
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
15 Dec 2016, 12:32 am
15 Dec 2016, 2:07 pm
So , no computing for me on that day
. ~ And , actually , I had to go on-line to activate the Green Dot card , get it aware that money had been deposited in it ! To-day , after a strained , somewhat hurried , walk , which had me feeling somewhat heart-strained - I got to a different computer place , which , though only briefly open , let me be on enough to get the Green Card up .
It was just up the street from the main computer lab , but I it wasn't quite open , IIRC , and I wanted both more food and to rest , with the " heart " feel , and I bought some tacos and Coke in a taqueria . It was good .
Then , sitting with my left pocket in the sports jacket that I wear against the entranceway , I felt someone digging through my pocket to steal from me !
Some other people in the the taqueria did try to stop him (he had some homies assising him too apparently) , chased him out , that was good , and he did not get away with anything , I guess , that was good too . I keep my important stuff in an inside-jacket pocket ~ This was the same block on which I had my shoes stolen when I was lying down with them off some days back
.The police were called , I made a report .
I feel like " the pack is really closing in on me now " some
.I left , wanted some more soda , went into another taqueria , had just a lime Jarrito . I did feel messes-around
, wanted to cry , couldn't do it in the open , there , or in here (the " main " computer lab - where I am typing this now) , couldn't blow off the computer time , I have so much to do .My stacked-up money is within sight of running out , but there is mybe 40% of the original amount left ~ given that my " normal " Tueday money has come in .
I do , REALLY ! --- have to get better/some more clothes , the initial looking for clothes hasn't gone all that well .
I maybe have chowed down to much out of the $ - One justification for that was to let me not tie myself down to going for the feedings , but.........
First let me ask you about something you mention at the bottom of your post: "Renal kidney failure"???
I have a little kidney problem myself and wonder if you see a health professional, a nephrologist, about your condition?
If you don't you should because your choice of diet is harming your kidneys...or perhaps your doctor just didn't tell you this?
My suggestion is to stop wasting your money and harming yourself eating such garbage (HIGH salt level ramen is NOT a good choice..maybe one of the worst with your kidney condition) and save your extra money and get a decent tablet or iPad to conduct business...my daughter does this with everything so I know it's possible.
Glad you drove the thief off, but in the future you might not be so lucky...maybe leave thieves a few bare razor blades to root around in?
16 Dec 2016, 7:11 pm
...Zen , 2wheels was speaking of Ramen - I have no way of cooking ~ and have so few teeth that such things aren't very gratifying .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
17 Dec 2016, 9:14 pm
that such things aren't very gratifying .So you're saying: If you didn't have bad luck.....?
I understand, me Amigo,...but the fact is High protein and high salt will be ending what's left of your kidneys ....nothing to ignore. Plus, protein is expensive and you don't need a whole bunch of it, or salt, to be healthy.
No place to heat a cup of soup...now THAT'S a bi_ch!
18 Dec 2016, 12:46 am
18 Dec 2016, 11:53 am
23 Dec 2016, 6:08 pm
...I'm not fully homeless now .
I have an EBT card but only a little goes on it , as I get I guess fairly high SSDI already .
I have spent so many years of my life devoting much of it to scaring up computer time , at libraries and such ~ with , ironically , my super-minimal computer/tech skills - now that I am crippled in my walking , sometimes with my feet hurting a lot , it takes a lot of time for me .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
