I usually say I'm accepting of my autism spectrum disorder. But I want to say that it has made me unable to focus on a single task for more than 2-3 minutes at a time. This has a negative impact on my progress in all areas of life. I'm so sick of it. I wish my brain was rewired so I can actually focus and make sense of things. I thought intense focus was a great strength of ASD. But I appear to always be jumping all over the place. I'll just do one thing or focus on something for a very short time, then move on to something else. It's gotten in the way of achieving greatness in anything. I have no hobbies or passions.
I wish I can describe this totally accurately, but I don't know if you'll grasp the whole story. I'm 25 and still haven't got my life together as if I'm still 13.
I also have a mild form of Joubert Syndrome, I feel like I'm lower-functioning than I should be. I wish whoever God cursed me with this can get a taste of his own medicine.
Please give me helpful advice, I don't want to die this way.
I'll be lucky if I can even focus on this thread for more than one post.