Indecisive wrote:
Please someone can help me with this?

Hi and welcome to WP.
I have not been Dx ( Diagnosed ) myself so cannot really help you. No one here is going to be able to give you a Dx but they may be able to relate to some of your issues.
Your best bet is to see a professional. You could also try doing an online test which can indicate neurodiverse / neurotypical traits in adults - here is the link to the
Aspie Quiz
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