my issues, continued

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okay..... i got a lot to work on....
Frustrated cuz im living in poverty. havent held a job since i had a major breakdown in 1989

Forgiveness, im workin on it

TRUSTING >>>>>>>>
Acceptance..... okay, this is how it is, and its finally okay,
Letting i be okay that some people dont understnd or really grasp what im saying,,,,,,,, that they can be sarcastic.... ((( ya want me to hold your hand when you go to (any place i get confused at)
Mostly, I just want to know where to go from here....... I feel like im just biding time.....that i 've nowhere else to turn, that im glad i found W.P. but the newness and hopefulness are wearing off....

I am /identify with wm fruend... if i dont take my meds my future could be like his, I have NO DOUBT!. im angry bout that too... society shoul thank me for taking my meds, and for payin the 150.00 per month (( making for a tremedous hardship) okay people ,,,, im done for now,,,, im not a bad person , im just getting tired of asking for help.............Sincerely, Tom

you sound really frustrated, tom. if it helps you to talk about stuff, talk here - there are people here who'll listen. there may even be people who can suggest stuff which might be useful.

but just remember that most of all, there are people here for you, and who don't have the same sorts of expectations as the outside world, and who do have at least a similar understanding of what it's like to find the world a confusing and hostile place.

hang on in there, hon.

Vivi

vivi.....thanks.....there is so much iwant to get out ....and i know it'll take time ( i want it done and over and find serenity rite now) its been a bad few days.......sometimes i forget to take my meds . Cheeses and crackers ! i sound like a wimp.nevermind.......lol

Nah, Tom, you don't sound like a wimp to me. You sound like a person with a lot to deal with. You've found a place to talk, if you'd like.

BeeBee