23 Jan 2009, 2:16 am
obsessions.
I think I am done telling my mother what I do in my personal life. She worries about me even though I live 529 miles away. I know lot of parents worry about their adult kids but my mother worries about my condition. She claims it's very little I have but she acts like it's a lot I have. Why doesn't she stick to what she says? 
I think she doesn't fully tell the truth because she changes her stories about my condition.
So she asks me what have I been doing and I tell her I have been doing more Benny & Joon to pass time and keep me busy. She said I had too much time on my hands and when I get too far into my obsessions, I shut the world out and then I can't interact with people and I get rigid in my routines, and I don't want to be around anyone. I retired from writing diaper stories for now because I am doing B&J fanfiction.
I had been working on my B&J fanfic all day, that's why I haven't been on here much today. My attention span was too short to make posts.
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23 Jan 2009, 2:11 pm
I've done that. It's called The Secret Lives of Joon and Ruthie. They are both bi and have a secret relationship and do AB/DL play while Sam is at work and Ruthie has a day off. I only have three chapters written for it so far. Joon wears them because of her illness and she is unable to use the bathroom without knowing she is wetting herself and Ruthie is incontinent. Benny wears them because he wants to.
That's really interesting. Maybe someday I'll watch Benny & Joon and then read your fanfics.
23 Jan 2009, 2:22 pm
I think I am done telling my mother what I do in my personal life. She worries about me even though I live 529 miles away. I know lot of parents worry about their adult kids but my mother worries about my condition. She claims it's very little I have but she acts like it's a lot I have. Why doesn't she stick to what she says?
I think she doesn't fully tell the truth because she changes her stories about my condition. So she asks me what have I been doing and I tell her I have been doing more Benny & Joon to pass time and keep me busy. She said I had too much time on my hands and when I get too far into my obsessions, I shut the world out and then I can't interact with people and I get rigid in my routines, and I don't want to be around anyone. I retired from writing diaper stories for now because I am doing B&J fanfiction.
I had been working on my B&J fanfic all day, that's why I haven't been on here much today. My attention span was too short to make posts.
hello Spokane.
you know, my whole life is about shutting out the real world (except for nature and animals and my son and a few other bent humans) and i would not have it any other way.
i think we need to get into mainstream life in terms of maybe paying the bills, but aside from that....shutting the world out is what we do to perfection. i love nothing more than to hyperfocus. when i read your post then, i got a feeling of how much you love benny and joon and how important it is to you - because that is how i feel about my special interests. stay true to yourelf . and enjoy your fanzine.
Don;t listen to your mum.....LISTEN TO ME!! !! !
23 Jan 2009, 2:29 pm
Evil aunt millie
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Evil aunt millie
i am truly honoured that you would adopt such terminolgy with me Mith.
23 Jan 2009, 11:48 pm
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23 Jan 2009, 11:59 pm
Gee a lot of this sounds extremely familiar. My mother doesn't worry about me anymore as far as my obsessions go, but there were definitely times in my life when she flipped out if I was getting extremely deep into my obsessions while I shut the world out. I know this won't exactly help.. but tell her to worry about something else.. I mean the economy is pretty bad, thats something to worry about.. well maybe not. It will get better at some point.. but my point is, there are other things to be concerned over. You are functioning just fine right? So what if you have obsessions...and really, worrying really is a waste of energy. I should talk.
