Anubis wrote:
ShadesOfMe wrote:
Anubis wrote:
ShadesOfMe wrote:
Anubis wrote:
ShadesOfMe wrote:
I am I am. You should see some of the creeps who hit on me.

Creeps like me?

Nah, I'm not creepy once people actually know me.
A girl at my high school tricked me into thinking that she actually liked me over MSN. Silly me.
What sort of creeps, anyway?
exactly like that. There was this guy who came up to a friend and gave her a valentine candy saying 'be mine" I Made a myspace, and for like a month he talked to me. only he'd only ever been a jerk to me. So i was like, huh? then he started saying really lewd crass things about me. Then he kept getting sad when i turned him down. but really he was laughing at me with his friends. he was all "I saw you looking at me today in the hall" and i wasn't either. and he pretended to be jealous of a male friend fo mine, saying That I liked him, and was having sex with him and such. which was all lies.
and then he started hitting up my friend too, and i was so annoyed and confused.

Awww. That's horrible. I hate people who do that just to take the piss. So much.
The loneliness was killing me in highschool, and what that girl did to me was rather nasty, but I'm tougher than that.
*hug*

I hate school. everyone is extremely cruel. They don't even bother to really get to know me. In 7th grade I wore a shirt that said Elmo on the back and had elmo on the front. And they started calling me elmo. when i asked why some said, and I quote "Because you're just a disgusting furry red monster like him"
That's horrible.

But why? You seem so nice.
Don't ask me. It probably has to do with one thing. When we moved here like 5 years ago, I was in 6th grade. which here is still elementary school. so i wasn't to pleased, because i'd already graduated elementary school. So, I tried to make friends, and misunderstood some things. This one guy started seriously harassing me, and the teacher refused to help. So finally I freaked, and yelled at her that she wasn't doing anything, and he was tormenting me. I had a major major crying meltdown in class. and They had to have the class leave. No one understood, and everyone has repeated the story so many times, that everyone torments me. even those from other schools or grades.
Plus, everyone who was my "friend" was only pretending. and I made a new friend, and during PE she was being a bit mean, saying I liked this guy, and she just wouldn't shut up about it, so I pretended to strangle her, like homer simpson, and she said I really touched her and that i was attempting to kill her all of it was lies, I had to see the school therapist...everything eas awful, and no one forgets. anytime i actually make a decent friend They tell them about ti and the friend goes away.
I had very few friends in secondary school, mainly the bunch of weird nerdy guys. And even then, I was rejected. I hated it sooooo much!
I guess that's just how it is. Do you have any friends now? I have very few, but it's improving.