Banned because the trouble I find with communication consists of some essential element which goes beyond disagreements. One can have disagreements with all sorts of people, but once those get cleared up, some confusing communication remains. Have the disagreements moved into subconscious territory or have people hid them deliberately?
Further banned because I had thought that I could get down to the essentials of my problems understanding people, and thus overcome those problems with a patch. For example, I both describe for people and pointed out occurrences in the moment showing some of my language-processing deficits. On this trial, it has not resulted in them resorting to simple declarative sentences. Now it seems too late for that. I foresee any such sentences will likely be delivered with high tension in the immediate future.
Banned moreover because I still don't understand in retrospect what even happened in this event in my 3-D life. People have already made some tangentially related silly claims. Reputation management will probably look like gaslighting.
Hell, the other people may reinforce a lot of negative ideas about me, and make that part of the historical record of this situation. I have no influence over that. I maintain that my behavior and statements form a very congurent picture of my understanding of the situation at every moment in real time. I acted like someone who believed what I said, and a sincere person who acted the way I did obviously didn't understand what people now say they intended to communicate.
I spent most of last evening sifting through my memories, and I got nothing. I can't even think of an occasion where I had gotten tired and twisted enough to fail to remember a sustained effort to communicate such.
I can remember one occasion where I thought, "I need to think hard about the implications of that comment," but I don't remember drawing any conclusions from it. It will come to me, I suspect.
Finally, banned for ranting in the wrong thread.
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"I find that the best way [to increase self-confidence] is to lie to yourself about who you are, what you've done, and where you're going." - Richard Ayoade