Anyone else have trouble staying on meds?

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Do you use an app on it? I have a droid4 instead of an iPod but I'll try looking the app up on the droud/google market incase it's made for droid as well. Having a good app for that would help me sometimes but I don't feel like doing a bunch of searches on the market & then doing trials & errors of apps

^ Yeah, I use one called "Due" and another called "Calengoo."

I do take my medications, but I tend to refuse to take them because of the side effects and it made me act like I wanna vomit when I took it.

I think I'm on verge of quitting them entirely.

My current meds make me more mellow but I'm still pretty suicidal feeling.

If you quit your meds make sure you dont quit them suddenly. You need to taper off them slowly so you do not get withdrawl symptoms.

Well I can't make that decision for you, all I can do is share my experiences. Your situation is completely different to mine so I can't tell you what the best thing is for you. I do know that quitting them was very very messy for me, and now I've got a formula that works I'm going to stick to it. Over the past two years things have improved a millimetre at a time. Also don't just flush them down the toilet, do taper it down or try something else entirely. Anyway, your happiness is all that matters, and I suppose you know whether your decision making is stable or not at the moment.

It's absolutely mad, definitely unstable. When I stop taking my meds I feel like I'm trapped in darkness, endless silence and stillness and it seeps into me and the only thing I can find in me is all of the evil things I've done. Sometimes even when I'm on my meds I think I deserve to be trapped with all of my bad deeds and past failings. But I'm so weak I can't keep facing the truth that I do not deserve to be alive, so I end up trying to escape. by ending my life.

It's not like on meds those bad things no longer seem evil, it's that I'm able to focus on other things or distract myself somewhat from those very dark things. On or off my meds I know I'll always wear these chains. I do not wish to free myself from them, I don't think of it quite like that anymore. I own those evil things I've done. I do not wish to dress them up and pretend that it was all for some greater purpose, to cheapen their meaning to me. I have seen these things from many angles, I understand what is evil to me may not be evil to someone else.

It's not that. I also don't give a s**t what others would make of these things.

I just want to be able to function despite these things without completely numbing myself to the pain and to the utter shame. I. mean on my meds maybe I'm like a psychopath.

I agree but apparently not all pharmacies do....note to self* don't get used to taking klonopin and then not request a refill until you are totally out which takes 2 to 3 days to be approved.

I havr four unopened bottles of klonopin in my meds box. I wish I could pass them to you over the internet. :/

Well I went up to my friends for a couple days and forgot my prescription I am supposed to take before bed. But in the past week I've stayed asleep only to dream about terrible situations and being on the run from the police so I guess I'll see if that continues without the prescription it was mirtazapine a non SSRI anti-depressant. But yeah not sure if weird dreams is a side effect or not or maybe its a dream trying to tell me something........its hard to say as I've come to some odd realizations lately based on some insane sounding things of old but I wont go into to much detail about that as it really would sound insane.