Britte wrote:
You're welcome, Ferris. I, too, am socially naive, which is, in large part, why I stay away from certain types of discussions/topic threads, as well as speaking to people in PM's. PM's with certain types of communication style, make me extremely anxious. I let people know if I am too anxious to PM, and, that it is nothing to do with them, but rather, I simply become to anxious when PMing. Some people (not all) take it personally, and tell their friends that I am a horrible person, simply for having too much anxiety when I write in PM, then I get bullied. It has progressively become worse, and this is what has perpetuated my anxiety in recent weeks. I considered, yesterday, taking an extended hiatus from here, but two things came to mind - 1. The fact that it is extremely difficult for me to re-enter a room full of people, so I can't be sure I will have the ability to return, and, 2. I don't want to give bullies power over me/whether I stay or go. I get far too much out of WP, to leave, despite the fact that it has become exhausting and far, too anxiety provoking, to manage properly. This has happened, previously, the bullies got bored with me and moved on. I am hoping for the same, this round. Hopefully, sooner than later. Sorry, I made your post, too much about myself. Will return here, soon, to read more, and post, further.
Who doesn't make a post unless it's about them and their experiences ? Well I know I do it 99% of the time. The biggest problem I have about WP is the amount of time I spend here , I can't get enough but know it's not good , the social anxiety aspect is something I've had for decades so it's like a part of me and I can usually to quote Taylor Swift 'shake it off' , in the past though I've usually got myself banned to keep myself in check.
I think a day off from WP every now and then is a good thing although very difficult for me
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