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My parents lectured me for a half an hour about everything that I was doing wrong, I don't want to tell my reasons because I don't want to hurt their feelings. So I have gone back to my usual ways and I will repress everything, I haven't learned how to feel emotion yet but that doesn't matter, if I don't go back to my old ways then the relationship with my parents will lead to council, therapy, & more struggle. I'm not swearing right now because it has begun, back to being blissfully ignorant like everyone else. Heck, maybe I'll like girls again.

This doesn't sound good.

Do your parents know about AS?

Are you dependent on your parents, or could you move out?

I gave them a list of syndromes that I have after I wrote this and they slightly backed off.

I am depending on my parents, I am going to a technical school in august (Public School, then to Technical School, and finally Home School when I get back) I don't usually depend on one "Plan A" I usually have a backup. I am planning that if I can do Technical School very well then they'll send recommendations to some companies then get a job and move out. I'll be the first of 11 kids to finish my high school education... I pray (I am the 11th). This last year of High School is crucial because of everything I mentioned, so I'm freaking out on the inside but I also have to deal with all my parents stuff. They are too controlling and that's why none of my siblings have finished their education, I am just a lot more patient than they are, I think it's a gift.